alittlebitoffaith

music: i like all kinds of music except for screamo l, I love country music no matter who it is.

movies: i like scary movies, i love love movies i feel it gives me hope for love altho i don't think i'll ever find the right guy. i like fast and the furious movies all of em except tokyo drift, i DON"T like alien movies i don't believe aliens exist I like comedy I love laughing I like action movies

Talent: I sing, I write peoms, I draw, I used to write songs I paint and I cook

sports: i love to play all sports basketball, soccer, football, baseball, I love em all
but i only like golf when i playing golf to watch golf on t.v is like so boring

things i hate: i hate when people say they know who I am. cause they don't. i hate when my family tries to tell me how i feel, I hate going to late movies at like 11 o'clock at night not me. I hate stuck up prissy goody goody toe shoed girls that think they're better than everyone,
I hate people who think there better than every one, i hate people that look downn on other people, I hate people that judged others before they even try to get to know them, I hate arguing,I hate players, I hate drunkards and druggys I've grown up with that all my life, I hate the green bay packers, I hate jerks, i most time hate myself... I hate immaturity, the immaturity that u kno u have to be responsible but u choose not to, I hate liars. Etc

things I like: i like hanging out with my friends. I like having fun, I like going places, I like sleep, I like europe all tho I've never been there I want to go there. I like amusement parks, I like waterparks ( i think that concidered an amusement park tho) i like to relax, I like my family ( well, the family that likes me )
I like to sing, I like to dance, I like deviantart, I like art, I like unique things, I like dr. pepper, I like to cook, I like to draw, I like to write, I like things that remind me of winter, I like fruit, I like people that are are fun tone around, I like being home alone while I clean, I like watching football I like reading

my past: to save yal from asking me when you read some of my peoms I used to cut myself, , i hated myself, I alwasy thought bout death, i was and still am broken and don't know if anyone can fix me, I'm scared, I worry, I cry myself to sleep, but it's gotten a lot better I still have days that I wish everyone would leave me alone I still go thru depressed states but I'm much happier

my present: my dad well he used to be mean sometimes he still can be but he's gotten better he still looks at me with disquist but things are better. My brother is a jerk tho...... I almost lost my mother 3 years ago. I'm preparing myself to move out I had a boy friend notice I said had don't ask what happened unless u prepared for a long story. I try to be a perfect daughter, i wonder what it would be like if my life was different. i like walking in the rain, i'm still broken, i wish someone would try to help fix me. i think about my future wondering how it's going to plan out. etc

i look in the mirror and die a bit inside cause I compare myself to models skinny toothpick girls that have it all, the guys, the looks, the voice, the everything and I'm stuck at home wishing to be prettier it's gotten to the point were I don't leave any skin visible Cept my face and even then I load it down with make up... I covered my windows and took my mirrors down for the longest time but I'm trying to get better by take sheets off my windows next step is to put the mirrorsback up....

I believe: i believe there's love for everyone, except me, I believe in my friends, i believe in love stories, i believe, dreams come true, i believe in you. I believe that we have hope to live foreve as perfect humans on a paradise earth I believe in god I believe in love


I want: I want to be a cook or pharmacy technician I haven't really decided, I want to go to paris, and germany, i want to laugh more and not be faking, I want to be loved, I want to be in love , i want to get that perfect guy, I want to get married I want to be pretty, I want to be skinnier, I want to be trusted more, I want to do alot of things......

My fellow deviants I want to thank you for your faces your watches your comments and being there ever sine I got this account and became a member thank you for all your support it means so much to me